Wednesday, June 30, 2010


It's late night and i'm feeling so tired having trouble sleeping
This constant compromise between thinking and breathing
~Corinne Bailey Rae

12:20 a.m.
this is what i do when i neither can sleep, nor do something. taking some pictures of myself after doing an experiment with my hair and some outfits.

There is something eternally childlike about a Gemini's mind.
via (@ZodiacFacts)
so pardon me for the images above!
i know they're kinda nasty -___- (tapi tetep dipost)

i love my new hair do!

P.S. : I miss my mom and my little brother. go home soon!


Monday, June 28, 2010


what do you usually do when you sleepover at your friend's house?
when i sleepover, i usually gossiping till late night, do a pillow fight, movie marathon, playing games, eat as much as i want until my belly bulge, do a home made beauty class or art class, and of course.. SLEEP!
i made this picture while having a late night art class with my soul sisters before we went to hit the bed.

from left to right : ayas, sasya, and me.

yey! i love sleepover. how about you?

Sunday, June 27, 2010


i am still confuse about my own character's name. it used to be angelica, but hell no.. 'angelica' is just.. duh-so-not-me! yelowee may be? because i always say "yellow" instead of "hello".
any other suggestion?

Friday, June 25, 2010

yellow! i've just changed my url. why? bcos i don't feel like i really write something on my blog. i post pictures more than spilling out my thoughts or sharing how do i feel. yeah, i prefer the new url to the old one. at least it represents the domination of the contents of my blog. so go RE-LINK mine :)

thank yew!

Thursday, June 24, 2010

my favorite Js!

Remember about Jersey and Joker? They're my favorite Js ever!
i've just made a picture of Joker without Jersey, but then i realized that there's something missing. so i made this conceptual photograh for the sake of the two (haha nope! i'm just kidding), but i'm serious for the "missing" part. idk.. Joker without Jersey is just.. weird, and it is not vice versa. I mean.. everytime i draw Jersey without Joker, the picture is just fine. Nothing seems incomplete.
can somebody explain?

got the message, dude?

P.S. : i finally got my bowler. haaaaappy! :D

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

hell yeah..

i don't know why.. but this picture looks like my mom when she was young. btw, talking about mom.. i don't really like her lately. she has nothing to say but "NO". hell yeah life's so bad sometimes..

Monday, June 21, 2010

there is always..

there's always
a little truth behind every
"just kidding"

a little knowledge behind every
"i don't know"

a little emotion behind every
"i don't care"

and a little pain behind every
"it's O.K"

taken from tumblr. i am not so suah who came up with this idea, but this thought is so true, so i re-post it. i don't give a credit. sorry.

take that COPYCAT

stop fooling around me! don't you know that you're so sickening?

well.. i am getting sick of this situation. being a trendsetter is rly rly different from being copy cat-ed. i don't know what's so good about me but that 'human being' copy cats me in every way. oh please GET A LIFE! i mean get your own.. would you?

Sunday, June 20, 2010

this is so you!

this post is dedicated to inong

the picture bellow is one of my old drawings. actually it is my first b/w drawing.
ct asked me to draw a monochrome picture, and everybody said "eh? kok mirip inong?". i didn't rly get what part makes it looks like inong. tapi setelah gw liat2.. may be it's because this girl wears black cardie kayak yang sering dipake inong. hihi

Saturday, June 19, 2010

drawing my-own-self

i know they don't rly look a like especially for the hair and the eyes.
i'm runnin' out the black marker.
uh whatever, i always draw what i want.

Friday, June 18, 2010

random thoughts. i'm gonna vomit.

  • i miss everything i had in the past. everybody does, so do i.

  • i hate copy cat. indeed.

  • i don't have any idea of what's going on in my life recently. i just live it without feel it. i'm in between. yeah if you know what i mean.

  • some of my friends are dull, they make my life even worse.

  • the life i'm living now is no longer comfortable. i'm longing for my high school friends. they hear, they don't judge. it's not easy for me understanding my college friends. it's difficult to distinguish friends and foes.

  • i can do whatever i want on my social networkings.

  • okay.. my head aches almost everyday.

  • there is a thick line between beautiful and beautifool. do you get it?

  • everything happens for a reason. i hope that it's true.

  • fuck. i don't know what to do.

  • my college friends are actually kind. it's just their ego that makes them complicated and annoying sometimes.

  • time goes so slow when you're not happy, and goes very fast when you're at your best.

  • i hate some of my friends.

  • i miss my socialite, i miss being surrounded by warm-hearted-people that won't complain for how emotional i am, or for every drama happened in my life.. oh hell i need to hang on a lil bit longer.. just a lil bit longer..

  • i hope my body was higher..

  • i'm gonna make that camera mine before i must go back to get-a-boring-life.

  • oh, how are you PORTFOLIO?

  • i can't believe i'm gonna write this.. i'm longing for his voice around me.
P.S. : there's no relation between one point to others.

Thursday, June 17, 2010

sweets on sky

i made this but i am not the one who took the picture

oh! by the way. i so can't wait for my new bowler. hope the postman knows exactly where my address is.
haha what.. i'm just sharing.

Monday, June 14, 2010


May be after amaterasu den ou finish this project, I'm gonna stop cosplaying . I'm just.. tired.

Thursday, June 10, 2010

hey lolita, i miss being you.

looking at old photographs makes me realize how much i've changed

Monday, June 7, 2010


birthday present from sasya and ayas. they really knw what i love. thank you, soul sisters :)

i give name to my new sketchbook. it's Louie. this is my first drawing on Louie (and my first time using crayons). i am not good at it.

Saturday, June 5, 2010


TODAY till June 6th