Friday, November 12, 2010


well.. it's just some kind of plan. i decide to make a new blog and yeah.. move my personal-online-diary to the new one. i'll give you the URL later. i just wanna make sure if it's necessary to make a new one, before i really make it. teehee. i miss blogging. have so many things to tell but i am not in the mood to type. may be later, on my new blog. ;)

Friday, October 1, 2010

hello, everything seems so distracting to me

so apologize for not posting over a month. i'm just not in a mood for it. even now, i do not intend to write anything. just to greet some of you guys. i miss you and my blog for real. so, hello, miss you :p

btw, my hair now has been this long

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

happy birthday, ibu

today is my mom's IT day!
i so love ya mom
someday i'll be a success woman for the sake of you

Friday, July 30, 2010

the real me

All my life I've tried to make everybody happy while I just hurt and hide, waiting for someone to tell me it's my turn to decide - Sara Bareilles

Thursday, July 29, 2010

Joker and Jersey

i kinda miss drawing them..
mama love you so much JJ :)

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

I Love

"I love absolutely everything about you. Except for the fact that you don't love me back." - TheLoveStories

The Light Provider

Another Photo-manipulation, and finally i got stock from quly she's my friend and one of my favorite photographers :)
other stocks used here provided by some DA users. I hope you don't mind to click the link and see the complete description.

this is the original image. taken by quly.

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

artwork for my lil sister's born day

me and sasya

actually her birthday is about 2 weeks ago. i am sorry for very late posting. teehee.
before i made this, i've asked her what kind of present she wanted. she replied "cintamu" (it means 'your love' in english) hahahaha. i made this picture so she would know that i love her :)

Wednesday, July 21, 2010


Tuesday, July 20, 2010

LOLLIFLOWERS, have you tried?

i made a photo manipulation for the bla bla blah time. oh i can't remember. tehee. STOCKS USED. please just click here to see the credits.

Saturday, July 17, 2010

the best harlequin ever!

"I remain just one thing only, and that is a clown. It places me on a far higher plane than any politician." -Charlie Chaplin

have i told you that i so love Charlie Chaplin? he's the best harlequin ever! his riddles are epic! everlasting! and everybody knows him. he is my inspiration and the reason why i love drawing clowns.

HELLO Mr. Chaplin!
damn! i do love his style.
i love his bowler, his blazer, his shirt, his tie, in fact his mustache!!!

Yo! My admiration for Mr. Chaplin Inspired me to draw this

THE WORLD'S BEST HARLEQUIN! (yea after Mr. Chaplin died in 1977)

don't blame me for drawing such a thing! i am his big fan and i believe that he wouldn't mind.. teehee.

make up!

it's a conceptual self-portrait.
i got the idea while i was drawing.
what? you don't get what it means?
oh no kidding!

Friday, July 16, 2010

my gigantic kitty

Cecilia : "OH NO! i got a feeling that i'll be eaten by my cat sooner or later!"

i guarantee everyone to download my drawings directly here it is 100% legal, but it does not mean that you can re-post them and claim them as yours. link back / credit to the original images still needed if you re-post them anywhere. my drawings are NOT for comercial use. enjoy :)

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

memotret dengan kamera tua

my latest photoworks
July 11th 2010
just wanted to know if i still got my skill
it's been long time since i didn't work with camera
i have to be patient till march 2011

you can see the rest here

model : citra

Saturday, July 10, 2010

all good things come to an end

i've just realized that holiday will over soon. oh i hv to do lotsa things and live far away from home.

Thursday, July 8, 2010

I am Highly Obsessed to CHARLIE CHAPLIN

call me Ditchan Chaplin ;)

Sunday, July 4, 2010

happy (late) birthday, ayas!

I made a mug for Ayas's birthday. I know it's kinda late..

Here's the processes of making. i mean.. just for the real picture i made.. :

P.S. : If you wanna have that kind of mug, I mean with TheJellyLover design printed on it for presents or anything, just let me know. catch me on twitter. each mug costs 40k.

Friday, July 2, 2010


i have to do a brain wash cos i have so much rotten things in my brain that i shouldn't thinking of anymore. oh brain.. oh me..

Wednesday, June 30, 2010


It's late night and i'm feeling so tired having trouble sleeping
This constant compromise between thinking and breathing
~Corinne Bailey Rae

12:20 a.m.
this is what i do when i neither can sleep, nor do something. taking some pictures of myself after doing an experiment with my hair and some outfits.

There is something eternally childlike about a Gemini's mind.
via (@ZodiacFacts)
so pardon me for the images above!
i know they're kinda nasty -___- (tapi tetep dipost)

i love my new hair do!

P.S. : I miss my mom and my little brother. go home soon!


Monday, June 28, 2010


what do you usually do when you sleepover at your friend's house?
when i sleepover, i usually gossiping till late night, do a pillow fight, movie marathon, playing games, eat as much as i want until my belly bulge, do a home made beauty class or art class, and of course.. SLEEP!
i made this picture while having a late night art class with my soul sisters before we went to hit the bed.

from left to right : ayas, sasya, and me.

yey! i love sleepover. how about you?

Sunday, June 27, 2010


i am still confuse about my own character's name. it used to be angelica, but hell no.. 'angelica' is just.. duh-so-not-me! yelowee may be? because i always say "yellow" instead of "hello".
any other suggestion?

Friday, June 25, 2010

yellow! i've just changed my url. why? bcos i don't feel like i really write something on my blog. i post pictures more than spilling out my thoughts or sharing how do i feel. yeah, i prefer the new url to the old one. at least it represents the domination of the contents of my blog. so go RE-LINK mine :)

thank yew!

Thursday, June 24, 2010

my favorite Js!

Remember about Jersey and Joker? They're my favorite Js ever!
i've just made a picture of Joker without Jersey, but then i realized that there's something missing. so i made this conceptual photograh for the sake of the two (haha nope! i'm just kidding), but i'm serious for the "missing" part. idk.. Joker without Jersey is just.. weird, and it is not vice versa. I mean.. everytime i draw Jersey without Joker, the picture is just fine. Nothing seems incomplete.
can somebody explain?

got the message, dude?

P.S. : i finally got my bowler. haaaaappy! :D

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

hell yeah..

i don't know why.. but this picture looks like my mom when she was young. btw, talking about mom.. i don't really like her lately. she has nothing to say but "NO". hell yeah life's so bad sometimes..

Monday, June 21, 2010

there is always..

there's always
a little truth behind every
"just kidding"

a little knowledge behind every
"i don't know"

a little emotion behind every
"i don't care"

and a little pain behind every
"it's O.K"

taken from tumblr. i am not so suah who came up with this idea, but this thought is so true, so i re-post it. i don't give a credit. sorry.

take that COPYCAT

stop fooling around me! don't you know that you're so sickening?

well.. i am getting sick of this situation. being a trendsetter is rly rly different from being copy cat-ed. i don't know what's so good about me but that 'human being' copy cats me in every way. oh please GET A LIFE! i mean get your own.. would you?

Sunday, June 20, 2010

this is so you!

this post is dedicated to inong

the picture bellow is one of my old drawings. actually it is my first b/w drawing.
ct asked me to draw a monochrome picture, and everybody said "eh? kok mirip inong?". i didn't rly get what part makes it looks like inong. tapi setelah gw liat2.. may be it's because this girl wears black cardie kayak yang sering dipake inong. hihi

Saturday, June 19, 2010

drawing my-own-self

i know they don't rly look a like especially for the hair and the eyes.
i'm runnin' out the black marker.
uh whatever, i always draw what i want.

Friday, June 18, 2010

random thoughts. i'm gonna vomit.

  • i miss everything i had in the past. everybody does, so do i.

  • i hate copy cat. indeed.

  • i don't have any idea of what's going on in my life recently. i just live it without feel it. i'm in between. yeah if you know what i mean.

  • some of my friends are dull, they make my life even worse.

  • the life i'm living now is no longer comfortable. i'm longing for my high school friends. they hear, they don't judge. it's not easy for me understanding my college friends. it's difficult to distinguish friends and foes.

  • i can do whatever i want on my social networkings.

  • okay.. my head aches almost everyday.

  • there is a thick line between beautiful and beautifool. do you get it?

  • everything happens for a reason. i hope that it's true.

  • fuck. i don't know what to do.

  • my college friends are actually kind. it's just their ego that makes them complicated and annoying sometimes.

  • time goes so slow when you're not happy, and goes very fast when you're at your best.

  • i hate some of my friends.

  • i miss my socialite, i miss being surrounded by warm-hearted-people that won't complain for how emotional i am, or for every drama happened in my life.. oh hell i need to hang on a lil bit longer.. just a lil bit longer..

  • i hope my body was higher..

  • i'm gonna make that camera mine before i must go back to get-a-boring-life.

  • oh, how are you PORTFOLIO?

  • i can't believe i'm gonna write this.. i'm longing for his voice around me.
P.S. : there's no relation between one point to others.

Thursday, June 17, 2010

sweets on sky

i made this but i am not the one who took the picture

oh! by the way. i so can't wait for my new bowler. hope the postman knows exactly where my address is.
haha what.. i'm just sharing.

Monday, June 14, 2010


May be after amaterasu den ou finish this project, I'm gonna stop cosplaying . I'm just.. tired.

Thursday, June 10, 2010

hey lolita, i miss being you.

looking at old photographs makes me realize how much i've changed

Monday, June 7, 2010


birthday present from sasya and ayas. they really knw what i love. thank you, soul sisters :)

i give name to my new sketchbook. it's Louie. this is my first drawing on Louie (and my first time using crayons). i am not good at it.

Saturday, June 5, 2010


TODAY till June 6th

Friday, May 28, 2010

みんな, 有難う ね!

thank you for every born-day greetings you've sent via twitter :

or via facebook :

P.S. : It is really nice to know that so many people care about me